Friday, June 03, 2005
Friday.. Yay!

Gosh.. Its friday AGAIN! >.< Why is time passing sooo fast? This kinda reminds me of what jas used to say. Time always passes fast when you are enjoying yourself. Very very true indeed. Sorry co.. Can't celebrate your birthday with greas today. Having dinner appointment tonight. Anyway, just hope you guys will enjoy yourselves! =D

Had Biz Software App ICA today. That paper really makes me vomit blood.. *bleah* Tested us on Excel. I didn't even know how to apply the "IF" function and goal seeking. Man.. I really sound like dian nao (computer) bai chi. Lolz. Hope I don't fail this paper.. If not I can really bang head on the wall.

And oh ya.. I remembered what I wanted to post in the previous entry. Hahah. Hmm.. Had stats paper on ytd. Gee.. This paper really makes me feel so annoyed with myself. Made such a silly mistake. The question clearly stated that the data set was a sample, but I pressed the population button on the calculator to calculate the standard deviation for the sample data set. Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid me!! Argghh. When I wanted to correct the answer, ms teo asked me to stop writing. sadded... 6-8 marks gone.. ='( If I manage to pass this paper, even if it means having just a pass, I would be satisfied. Serious! I know I can be really demanding with myself at times, just in case you guys are not aware of it, however this time round.. I have no choice, but to let nature take its course. What's done is already done. Even if I fail, guess it would inspire me even harder to achieve better results. *cross fingers*

Nobody is perfect, so long you are human.. you will err. But, why doesn't perfection exist? Is that really so hard to achieve? Im really depressed with my mistake.. Why. Why did I let such a thing happen? Carelessness I guess. That's always the one and only thing that always obstruct me from moving ahead. Shouldn't be too lenient with myself anymore. When mistakes happens for the first time, there will always be second, third..... time.

Cheryl, YOU CAN DO IT! BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!

Feeling that Im losing my confidence bit by bit everyday. Don't know why. It just feels that Im not really the person I was anymore without it. Somebody, can you please find my confidence back for me? Needing it badly. *cries out loud* Just two more papers to go before the start of the 2 week term break. Econs and poa. Shan't laze around anymore. Got no time to waste. I must give my 110%! If not, I will feel really guilty during the holidays. *is the AKLTG camp having too much impact on me? =X*

Alright people, mug hard! doOdlEs~