Sunday, December 03, 2006
3/12/2006
first of all.. happy birthday to the craziest friend i had ever known.. yixiu! (:xiezhi and renfu would be coming this sunday for star awards.
totally went crazy when i heard the news from yixiu.
still so crazy after all these years.. anyway, its something to look forward this week! yay! muhahaha!
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after for so long, i'm still indecisive about my decision. sometimes, i really do hate myself for being fickle-minded. simple decisions such as do or don't do, i can't make up my mind. i don't know what is really holding me back. most probably i'm still mentally unprepared although i knew about it quite a period of time ago.
i have always been wanting to step out of my comfort zone. being able to venture new places and seek opportunities. but what i see in front of me is just a blank.but is it time yet?
i'm just afraid that i will regret my decision.
fear. for the first time, it just feels so damn real.
cherling wrote on 10:45 pm.
