Thursday, May 24, 2007
dilemma.

celebrated connie's birthday last night. it was WILD! leen kept smashing connie's head into the birthday cake, jesline tried to smash the cake into connie's face while connie was holding the cake in her hand, and singing, but the cream got squeezed and smashed into her face. in the end, almost all of us nearly got "creamed" by the birthday cake. they said that I have changed ever since I came back from Kunming. I lost weight, became taller and some other points which they didn't mentioned, although jas said that it was changing for the good. have i really changed? hmm.. a good question to ponder upon.

chloe, qiufen and I shared our OIPP attachment to Spring City to the students during the OIPP and OSEP sharing session yesterday. I was pretty nervous, and got anxious about the presentation because the whole lecture theatre was packed! mind you.. its LTD2! there were even students sitting on the steps, and still there weren't enough seats. glad that the presentation was a breeze, and there'll be another major OIPP presentation next week.

urgh! its ICA week for next week. and I haven't hit my books yet!

as for the OSEP, after listening to the briefing yesterday, I'm really interested in applying, but my greatest concern are my studies. if I really really get selected to go, this would mean that this current semester would be my last semester here in NYP, and I would study for a semester in the other foreign university I'll be attached to. this means that the next semester modules will be reflected in my results transcript, but without any grading. however as for the credits rewarded for the modules taken in the foreign university would not be included into the GPA grading. what about my calculus elective module? i still wanna get into uni. =(

don't you find this ironical? the "angel" side of my brain says that I shouldn't go because I should complete my whole course in NYP, however, the "devil" side of me says that I should go because this is a really good opportunity not to be missed, and besides that, since young, I have been dreaming of traveling to Paris, and now its a dream come true! heck about auditing, management accounting and what more calculus.

I've been thrown into a dilemma again, and this is much worse compared to my hesitation of going for the OIPP trip.

OK, its either I go or I don't. shall not back out last minute again. one experience is enough.